There has been VERY few experiences where I have HAD to work hard for anything. Does it make me spoiled…I think so!
However, after today I am remembering where I was a couple years ago when I started working hard for my weight loss, sanity. I focused and was still myself doing all the things in a day I wanted to get done and needed to be done as wife and mother. Some how I have reverted back to my old ways, and now I am not that person who got ALL those things done. I have found I am afraid to try and get it all done…but WHY?
The question becomes what do I have to fear? Why does hard work not come easily to me? I have proven that I can work hard for results, but it is more an issue inside my head, that causes me to wonder – why am I spoiled? What has caused me to not want to work hard daily? What makes me afraid of that HARD WORK thought when I start out on a journey of something new it is this work that I crave and enjoy?
If anyone can answer this without a medical bill, I would appreciate it!